Diary 21/04/2021
Well, it's 15 minutes before an online class and I thought this as a time-killer. So, I wanna talk about yesterday. I made a time schedule for myself and I felt that schedule is so stiff and very idealistic. I felt like I should extend my sleeping time, I really need a motivation to wake up in the morning like in the schedule I made. Anyway, it was my birthday yesterday. I wanted to ramble a lot. But, I kinda forgot what I wanna write about. Probably something like, I felt I need time for myself 'cuz a lot of people be like are you celebrating with the others and I was like huh? I just wanna treat myself better aka let me sleep. And yeah I did slept and truthfully it wasnt the best sleep but at least I got some time for myself. And yeah I wanted to go out so much, it was very sunny yesterday, perfect for a walk. But, I kinda wavered between sleeping or have a date with myself, but yes as I mentioned it bfr, I slept. Tho I felt everyone I love actually cares about me (to some...