Random Ideas

相互依存ーInterdependence Seeing things in a different POV. I wonder do people actually get to experience this particular relationship I have with one particular friend of mine? I have a friend, besties or best friend forever. Well... I actually consider a lot of people as my friends (very easily to be precise), and I am lucky to be surrounded by many kind-considerate-fun-friends who I call them best friends.  But, There is this one bff of mine, let's call this person as A.  Well, A is a good friend, we both are together through thick and thins of life...somehow it's like we are married or are a couple...anyhow, we are that close to be even teased by even myself or maybe even A too will think the same (we share same brain apparently, we have too many jinxes that one can actually fathom). We are more than friend but not in a romantic way (A absolutely is against this idea, tho I joked about this several times, but, yes, I do despise the idea too). Our relati...

Writer's Block Is it writer's block that I'm experiencing right now? Is it why I can't write anything even though I usually write quite well? Or is it just me justifying my procrastination? Probably the last one. I am the type of person to write everything small things I need to do on a paper (somewhere... I tend to take any random paper near me to take notes and put them back randomly too, and thus, the foolish me forget). This way, I 'plan' things I need to do. Oh, but, my lazy side do get the best of me most of the time... Well, that's probably how I come to procrastinate tasks.  To be completely honest, I do feel bad postponing the 'plans' I made. I, sometimes, feel that I am too strict on myself by making 'plans' that I need to do. So, I tell myself,  I know you  don't want be pressured and because we are the same person, if you  get stressed, I get will get the same equal of stress. So, I will put a huge g...

Oh, wow. Hasn't it been ages since I last do something about this blog? I even forgot its existence if not for a Japanese assignment involving writing on blogger. I know this blog isn't going to be known by people or anything, but I just wanna leave a trace here, you know, a sudden urge to write. I used to be active in writing (tho never post them at all, all for my private viewing :) ) and now I feel like a small urge to write to the internet and public. Maybe it's my personality or maybe because of how society in my country shaped me up, I feel like this writing will be like drinking a beer or having a child (even tho I never do neither), something that you do in impulse and you'd come to regret it later on (when you have sobered up or smth). Anyway, for I have yet to 'sober' up and still have this impulse, I would like to write anything that has come to my mind. I, tbh, like the action of writing rather than the art of writing. Something like, I l...