A Comeback (?)
Oh, wow.
Hasn't it been ages since I last do something about this blog? I even forgot its existence if not for a Japanese assignment involving writing on blogger.
I know this blog isn't going to be known by people or anything, but I just wanna leave a trace here, you know, a sudden urge to write.
I used to be active in writing (tho never post them at all, all for my private viewing :) ) and now I feel like a small urge to write to the internet and public.
Maybe it's my personality or maybe because of how society in my country shaped me up, I feel like this writing will be like drinking a beer or having a child (even tho I never do neither), something that you do in impulse and you'd come to regret it later on (when you have sobered up or smth).
Anyway, for I have yet to 'sober' up and still have this impulse, I would like to write anything that has come to my mind.
I, tbh, like the action of writing rather than the art of writing. Something like, I like how the paper responses back my pen or pencil's movement. How the keyboard makes this rhythm like sound upon my touch. And the traces of my feelings trapped in a form of symbols.
Yeah, probably, it's mainly because I have this weird-out-of-the-world way of thinking and mind. Seriously, maybe I need to organize my thoughts, well, at least I'm trying lol.
As I have said, I've got a strange mind. A mind that produces brilliant ideas of stories, novels, etc... But, accompanying those ideas, my mind also gives me a really easy forgetting feature. Like how I only remember the feeling of excitement for having an amazing idea, but the next second I try to remember that said amazing idea gutaiteki ni (this, people, is why my mind is so jumbled), I try so hard that I forget it completely and loses the excitement altogether. Pretty sad, but I have managed to save around 90 ideas of stories, but only around 10 were managed to be written into some actual stories and most of them have even yet to pass the introduction part.
Also, this writting is also a form of procrastinating of mine. I humbly shitsurei shimasu(seriously, I forgot words in one language and only recognize them in another, making me suck at both languages).
Hasn't it been ages since I last do something about this blog? I even forgot its existence if not for a Japanese assignment involving writing on blogger.
I know this blog isn't going to be known by people or anything, but I just wanna leave a trace here, you know, a sudden urge to write.
I used to be active in writing (tho never post them at all, all for my private viewing :) ) and now I feel like a small urge to write to the internet and public.
Maybe it's my personality or maybe because of how society in my country shaped me up, I feel like this writing will be like drinking a beer or having a child (even tho I never do neither), something that you do in impulse and you'd come to regret it later on (when you have sobered up or smth).
Anyway, for I have yet to 'sober' up and still have this impulse, I would like to write anything that has come to my mind.
I, tbh, like the action of writing rather than the art of writing. Something like, I like how the paper responses back my pen or pencil's movement. How the keyboard makes this rhythm like sound upon my touch. And the traces of my feelings trapped in a form of symbols.
Yeah, probably, it's mainly because I have this weird-out-of-the-world way of thinking and mind. Seriously, maybe I need to organize my thoughts, well, at least I'm trying lol.
As I have said, I've got a strange mind. A mind that produces brilliant ideas of stories, novels, etc... But, accompanying those ideas, my mind also gives me a really easy forgetting feature. Like how I only remember the feeling of excitement for having an amazing idea, but the next second I try to remember that said amazing idea gutaiteki ni (this, people, is why my mind is so jumbled), I try so hard that I forget it completely and loses the excitement altogether. Pretty sad, but I have managed to save around 90 ideas of stories, but only around 10 were managed to be written into some actual stories and most of them have even yet to pass the introduction part.
Also, this writting is also a form of procrastinating of mine. I humbly shitsurei shimasu(seriously, I forgot words in one language and only recognize them in another, making me suck at both languages).
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