Random Ideas

A Rough Start. It is always a rough start.  This is a personal story and a personal complaint. And at this point, I just post these things online to just to vent my kept feelings and let them be in existence. Post them on somewhere where people around me don't know of, where I can freely write things I thought and felt and wished. I hope there isn't anyone who come to stumble upon these stuffs. Tho it's nothing famous or anything, it's still on the internet so there is still a chance of it. This is going to be a really ugly, disoriented essay. Bear yourself. Anyway, today I felt really hollow, empty inside of me. I am in a foreign country at the moment, still adjusting to the new environment and am on a 2 weeks-quarantine, making things slightly distant. I do have friends here. No, actually I don't really know if they are my real friends or not. I just talked to them from time to time but then I would feel really left out on the conversations (both online and offlin...

相互依存ーInterdependence Seeing things in a different POV. I wonder do people actually get to experience this particular relationship I have with one particular friend of mine? I have a friend, besties or best friend forever. Well... I actually consider a lot of people as my friends (very easily to be precise), and I am lucky to be surrounded by many kind-considerate-fun-friends who I call them best friends.  But, There is this one bff of mine, let's call this person as A.  Well, A is a good friend, we both are together through thick and thins of life...somehow it's like we are married or are a couple...anyhow, we are that close to be even teased by even myself or maybe even A too will think the same (we share same brain apparently, we have too many jinxes that one can actually fathom). We are more than friend but not in a romantic way (A absolutely is against this idea, tho I joked about this several times, but, yes, I do despise the idea too). Our relati...

Writer's Block Is it writer's block that I'm experiencing right now? Is it why I can't write anything even though I usually write quite well? Or is it just me justifying my procrastination? Probably the last one. I am the type of person to write everything small things I need to do on a paper (somewhere... I tend to take any random paper near me to take notes and put them back randomly too, and thus, the foolish me forget). This way, I 'plan' things I need to do. Oh, but, my lazy side do get the best of me most of the time... Well, that's probably how I come to procrastinate tasks.  To be completely honest, I do feel bad postponing the 'plans' I made. I, sometimes, feel that I am too strict on myself by making 'plans' that I need to do. So, I tell myself,  I know you  don't want be pressured and because we are the same person, if you  get stressed, I get will get the same equal of stress. So, I will put a huge g...

Oh, wow. Hasn't it been ages since I last do something about this blog? I even forgot its existence if not for a Japanese assignment involving writing on blogger. I know this blog isn't going to be known by people or anything, but I just wanna leave a trace here, you know, a sudden urge to write. I used to be active in writing (tho never post them at all, all for my private viewing :) ) and now I feel like a small urge to write to the internet and public. Maybe it's my personality or maybe because of how society in my country shaped me up, I feel like this writing will be like drinking a beer or having a child (even tho I never do neither), something that you do in impulse and you'd come to regret it later on (when you have sobered up or smth). Anyway, for I have yet to 'sober' up and still have this impulse, I would like to write anything that has come to my mind. I, tbh, like the action of writing rather than the art of writing. Something like, I l...

Usually school, well my school does, gives us, students assignment like making posters, presentations, arts. Or your work demands. These beloved ones need a little bit touch of creativity to be well achieved. And creativity sometimes doesn’t flow well. Well, that’s normal. That’s why this time, let me share my way of making the want ones, creativity, to burst out. Here are 5 of them, 1. Definition! I really like to search for the words meaning. And you are very welcome to do the same. By searching the definition you will understand the (theme) words better. What do they actually mean, do they also mean other than that, what are the synonyms and antonyms of them and so on. This will help you to think in the different way and point of view. Which can bring ideas to flow in. 2. Places and atmosphere! Searching for ideas can be taken in literally. Search as moving around from places to places. From toilet to bathroom, and bedrooms. Small or big, noticed or unnoticed things in...

WHY? What is the reason that I made this? What i s this blog about? What is the purpose of making this blog? Where did this idea of making this blog come from? The main reason is because the computer teacher asked us to make our own blog, which isn’t hard. So, I did make one. This one. Another reason is that I am bored. I might actually do this blogging for real, just to get over with boredom. Making oneself busy is just a right choice to escape boredom. In a positive way of course. This blog is about, 1. RANDOM : means that anyone, anywhere, anytime, can share and speak up about anything (comments). Anyone, everyone with different backgrounds, likes and dislikes. This blog is open for you! You, you there and you too!  Anywhere, maybe you are at school, home, or work, can always open RANDOM IDEAS . Anytime of the day is okay, IDEAS come in RANDOMLY  after all. Anything is free to be talked about. May it be about  the earth or the sun. Heave...

Hello. This is the first blog that I have created. So, pardon the awkwardness and armature feeling. I love making design graphic with my partner which is an Abode Photoshop CS6. I am trying to produce more arts these days and maybe will post them here ^^. I have fallen in love with Premiere. But, sadly we can’t meet anymore (the free trial is over, and the fee is expensive T-T).  Bianchi has captured me and made my other half falls onto the amazing world of bicycle racing. The climbing mesmerized me the most. While the sprinter leave me with the mark of an awe. And the all rounder takes the wins. Books get the highest score. Novels and comics contributed mostly. Comics or you can say manga. I read all kind of genres, from comedy to thriller and to yaoi. My favourite is the manga series called, Tokyo Ghoul. Also Tokyo Ghoul :re. They are made by Sui Ishida. He is a genius. I prefer reading manga online. Novels like Maze Runner, The Devil Whisperer, and The Girl on the Trai...